My dreames..my world...my life

I taj 1. dan je prosao...
Skola nije losa....ali je ipak skola...
Upoznala sam Legolasa..on je veoma simpatican...jedan od retkih koji me razume..i koga interesuje muzika..Covek je majstor za pizzu...
Napisala sam novu pesmu..ide nesto ovako,nisam zavrsila:

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

Pesma je o Roy-u(Destinyin bivsi)
Jeste da ga sada mrzim ,ali mi nedostaje da me neko voli...Da li mnogo traziim?

Dan 2.
Eh..kakvo smaranje...
Upoznala sam Rose...slatka je...
Zavrsila sam pesmu:
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html ]

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

Cula sam se sa Roy-em...trazio je oprostaj jer ga je Teddy otkacila....odbila sam ga...i tako ceo dan sam se smarala....

Dan..20 i neki..
E ovako..Prestala sam da brojim dane,kao sto sam i prestala da ti pisem...mislim mrzelo me je da dignem gitaru kamoli da pisem dnevnik.Jedva cekam da pobegnem odavde.Mrzim ovo mesto...Cula sam se sa tetkom Loreal.Rekla mi je da mogu da dodjem kod bake,Marie i nje u Nicu.Jedva cekam.Za to zna samo Max,mama,tetka ,baka Marie.Mnooogo mi nedostaju.Ne znam sta vise da radim ovde.Umrecu ....